Is hurting? part of Loving?

Is hurting part of a loving? i dont really know if you can call me a masochist…. however when i fall for a guy… i fall so hard that it hurts and even if i tried to fight it back to myself and i end up lossing…

I met several persons who are potential to be my friend, lover and yet i dont have the heart for them…. tried to go out and live the world of the living and do all the things that i should do….. have fun and relax….

frustration crosses over me and eating me nuts.. lead me to a question why? why… cant i have him when i love him so much… and i think the feeling is mutual…

the hardest part of loving is loving someone at a wrong time…. how i wish i could say… if loving you is wrong, i dont want to be corrected.

L.O.V.E.

JUST read it from friendster…This Feeling of Love

This feeling of love that I have for
you,
A feeling so strong, so special, so
new.
You give me the gift of happiness each
day,
Never have I known it could be this
way.
You have given your love regardless of
cost,
With my heart in your care, I will
never be lost.
Or never again wonder what love really
means,
For now I do know it means so many
things.
Understanding and caring, through good
times and bad,
Sharing emotions, should they be happy
or sad.
Being there for each other through
laughter or tears,
At each other’s side for the rest of
our years.
My only wish is to be with you, my
love,
For each day I pray to the heavens
above.
That you always remember my feelings
for you.
A feeling so strong, so special, so
new!

The Happy-Go-Lucky One (Nov 22 - Dec 21)

Got Tag by Chikai

Instruction: Pick your Zodiac Sign and check if the characteristics listed is true to you or not. You can also include your partner’s Zodiac Sign to add more fun. Now I am tagging Lizy, Catsy and everyone who wants to snag this!

SAGITTARIUS - The Happy-Go-Lucky One (Nov 22 - Dec 21)
Good-natured optimist.
Doesn’t want to grow up (Peter Pan Syndrome).
Indulges self.
Boastful.
Likes luxuries and gambling.
Social and outgoing.
Doesn’t like responsibilities.
Often fantasizes.
Impatient.
Fun to be around.
Having lots of friends.
Flirtatious.
Doesn’t like rules.
Sometimes hypocritical.
Dislikes being confined - tight spaces or even tight clothes.
Doesn’t like being doubted.
Beautiful inside and out.

VIRGO - The Perfectionist (Aug 23 - Sept 22) ME!

Dominant in relationships. (not really)
Conservative. (yeah in some ways)
Always wants the last word. (ask hubby. hehe.)
Argumentative. (nope)
Worries. (sometimes)
Very smart. (slight)
Dislikes noise and chaos. (very true)
Eager. (depends)
Hardworking. (i guess so. hehe.)
Loyal. (very)
Beautiful. (depends on the eye of the beerholder. lol!)
Easy to talk to. (very!)
Hard to please. (nope)
Harsh. (never)
Practical and very fussy. (yup, i’m practical but i’m not fussy)
Often shy. (no. kapal muks to tsong! hehe!)
Pessimistic. (seldom)

TAURUS - The Enduring One (April 20 - May 20th) Hubby!

Charming but aggressive. (very true! hehe!)
Can come off as boring, but they are not. (that was my impression when I first met him)
Hard workers. (add workaholic)
Warm-hearted. (yup!)
Strong, has endurance. (he is… in all aspects. hehe! kwim?)
Solid beings who are stable and secure in their ways. (yeah)
Not looking for shortcuts. (sometimes)
Take pride in their beauty. (he’s very humble about it.)
Patient and reliable. (super!)
Make great friends and give good advice. (very!)
Loving and kind. (super!)
Loves hard - passionate. (truly, madly, deeply. lol!)
Express themselves emotionally. (yes. i love this emotional side of him)
Prone to ferocious temper-tantrums. (yup, that’s why you shouldn’t provoke him)
Determined. (very!)
Indulge themselves often. (in what? hehe!)
Very generous. (in everything - time, skills, money, name it. hehe!)

More Zodiac Signs here…

SCORPIO - The Intense One (Oct 23 - Nov 21)
Very energetic.
Intelligent.
Can be jealous and/or possessive.
Hardworking.
Great kisser.
Can become obsessive or secretive.
Holds grudges.
Attractive.
Determined.
Loves being in long relationships.
Talkative.
Romantic.
Can be self-centered at times.
Passionate and Emotional.

LIBRA - The Harmonizer (Sept 23 - Oct 22)
Nice to everyone they meet.
Can’t make up their mind.
Have own unique appeal.
Creative, energetic, and very social.
Hates to be alone.
Peaceful, generous.
Very loving and beautiful.
Flirtatious.
Give in too easily.
Procrastinators.
Very gullible.

ARIES - The Daredevil (Mar 21 - April 19)
Energetic.
Adventurous and spontaneous.
Confident and enthusiastic.
Fun.
Loves a challenge.
EXTREMELY impatient.
Sometimes selfish.
Short fuse (easily angered).
Lively, passionate, and sharp wit.
Outgoing.
Lose interest quickly - easily bored.
Egotistical.
Courageous and assertive.
Tends to be physical and athletic.

AQUARIUS - The Sweetheart (Jan 20 - Feb 18)
Optimistic and honest.
Sweet personality.
Very independent.
Inventive and intelligent.
Friendly and loyal.
Can seem unemotional.
Can be a bit rebellious.
Very stubborn, but original and unique.
Attractive on the inside and out.
Eccentric personality.

GEMINI - The Chatterbox (May 21 - June 20)
Smart and witty.
Outgoing, very chatty.
Lively, energetic.
Adaptable but need to express themselves.
Argumentative and outspoken.
Like change.
Versatile.
Busy, sometimes nervous and tense.
Gossips.
May seem superficial or inconsistent.
Beautiful physically and mentally.

LEO - The Boss (July 23 - Aug 22)
Very organized.
Need order in their lives - like being in control.
Like boundaries.
Tend to take over everything.
Bossy.
Like to help others.
Social and outgoing.
Extroverted.
Generous, warm-hearted.
Sensitive.
Creative energy.
Full of themselves.
Loving.
Doing the right thing is important to Leos.
Attractive.

CANCER - The Protector (June 21 - July 22)
Moody, emotional.
May be shy.
Very loving and caring.
Pretty/handsome.
Excellent partners for life.
Protective.
Inventive and imaginative.
Cautious.
Touchy-feely kind of person.
Needs love from others.
Easily hurt, but sympathetic.

PISCES - The Dreamer (Feb 19 - Mar 20)
Generous, kind, and thoughtful.
Very creative and imaginative.
May become secretive and vague.
Sensitive.
Don’t like details.
Dreamy and unrealistic.
Sympathetic and loving.
Kind.
Unselfish.
Good kisser.
Beautiful.

CAPRICORN - The Go-Getter (Dec 22 - Jan 19)
Patient and wise.
Practical and rigid.
Ambitious.
Tends to be good-looking.
Humorous and funny.
Can be a bit shy and reserved.
Often pessimistic.
Capricorns tend to act before they think and can be unfriendly at times.
Hold grudges.
Like competition.
Get what they want.