When I look on you a moment,
then I can speak no more,
but my tongue falls silent,
and with my eyes I see nothing,
and my ears hum, and a wet sweat
Smiley Day
November 11, 2008I was in the Clinic today 
thank God and the fragment that was left, its all now removed I can certainly be calm now( in short naibtan ug tunok!!!!)… on the other hand….. i am supposed to be at class 
.. taking my comprehensive exam and on the 13th is my preboard heheheheheh
Goodluck to all… Hope we can do it na talaga…………
Crazy Day
November 9, 2008I felt so ill today
i guess i need to unwind… and chill lol
Physically i am in pain…. hay people if alam nyo lang nangyari sa akin…. makatagam
Psychologically… trying to use the STOP THOUGHT MECHANISM (alam mo na yan……) hehehe
Spiritually… Lord, simplang…
I was in the Church earlier today… but i just lit a candle… and offer my prayers…. umalis ako hindi dahil matutunaw ako… but somehow…. i felt like i cant stand, to stand for an hour and not get ill…. body malaise…. huhuhu.
Loving someone
November 8, 2008I never thought i would fall for you…
Your always on my mind….
Tried to forget you each day…
Somehow you kept lingering in my thoughts
Ive wonder why i have fallen for you
perhaps for your exceptional kindness???
You lift me up when i am down
Such an heroic act, that i cherish it in my heart
My Prayers for you… each day
You will be always safe
and continue to be a blessing
I am so sorry that you didnt really love me at all
That you used yourself as a bait
For me to wake up from NEVERLAND
You’ve hurt me in the process
Realizing the so called life
Never did I hate you…
Loving you is such a wonderful gift I ever had
I still remember those days
As i wake up each morning
You make sure to put a smile in my lips
Happy moments that i have no regrets
Thank you… for once you inspire me
And leading me back to Christ in a way.
a weekend to remember
November 7, 2008One weekend of my Life
And i spent most of my time in the Hospital…. indeed i mastered one thing taga benta ng tubig lol. kidding aside… what i have there is something that i could not forget in my flife… the experience that i used to have in the hospital but the thing is poverty is all we fought for. i saw a patient died because of it. treatment was not given for the hospital doesnt have a surgeon to do the surgery at all and anesthesiologist… well.. i dont wanna sound cold and bitchy… but reality is so hard to accept that patient died because of rapture appendicitis.
