In my HEART

I couldn't help but cry… i was merely touch by concern my cousin shows me… 

Indeed in my dreams i am fulfilled by the idea that i am to be a nurse….

i tried my best but my best wasn't good enough…

i am next to a pauper… there are many things that i yearn to do but i could not do it…

you would asked me why?

the answer is that i am needed by my family…

i tried to call the person whom i cherish and hope to be share with my life with

unfortunately he didnt talk to me

not even chat with me… God! he is online yet even just a hi

he didnt say anything.. is this the answer to all the prayers ive got

he waited for me to hang up and logged off 

such a manly act indeed…

how i wish i can forget you and stopped my heart to beat for you…

no goodbyes just let go

Conversation with the VAMPIRE

Girl: "the most stupid thing a man can do to woman is TO LET HER FALL IN LOVE AND NEVER INTEND TO CATCH HER WHEN SHE FALLS….."

Boy : I read that one before…

Girl: yeah

Girl: did i remind you of someone lol

boy : what about "the smartest thing a man can do to a woman is TO LET HER STUMBLE IN LOVE SO SHE CAN RECOVER AND SEE HOW HE EMBRACES HER"

…life is full of twists and turns, the journey may come to a roadblock, but a detour can set you back on the right track…I don't know…

My new haircut :-)

got a new haircut today and i love it… its been awhile since got a new haircut lol… could u believe it? a year or two before having my hair trim down and cut… and i love it lol.

wish got a picture to post it here now… so excited to post it lol, me on my new haircut lol.

Festive Friday

Friday is usually a bad day for me in a way that its the end of the week and i'm looking forward to weekends where i could have a leisure time… just to be home and relax, be with friends like anyone else lol….

Well, weekend for me is work and its supposedly to be the busiest day of the week.. its the time where i am expected to have lot of sales and thank God, today is Friday and i am bless in a way that i exceed my minimum quota of the day.

Its Kadayawan festival here maybe thats why i exceed the minimum quota … someone ordered me a 14 units of Cellphone and i am so happy that i was able to sale (God is Good) thank you for giving me a chance to prove my worth…. 

Its raining DURIAN indeed that i could just smell it… its seem to be found anywhere… its the peak season here maybe thats why it so cheap that i cant stop myself but to have it. Fruits seem so abundant here at this time of the year that i love to eat Rambutan so delicious… so sweet especially the maharlika breed

sexually active or not?

I read this at Friendster and i didn't let the chance to pass by and  share it with you here…lol

Did you know that we can determine if a
person is sexually active or not by
looking at her skin ?

1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific
tests have shown that a woman who has
sexual relations produces big amounts of
estrogen which makes hair shiny and soft.

2. To make love in soft and relaxed way
reduces the possibilities of suffering
from dermatitis and acne. The sweat
produced cleans pores and makes the skin
shine.

3. To make love allows to burn all the
calories accumulate is this romantic
love scene.

4. Sex is one of the safest sports. It
strengthens and tonifies all body
muscles. It is more enjoyabel than doing
20 lapses in the pool. And you don't
need special shoes !

5. Sex is an instantaneous cure against
depression. It frees endorphines in the
blood flow, creating a state of euphoria
and leaves us with a feeling of well-being.

6. The more we make love, the more we
have the capacity to do more. A body
sexually active releases a higher amount
of pheromone. This subtle aroma excites
the opposite sex !

7. Sex is the safest tranquiliser in the
world. IT IS 10 TIMES MORE EFFICIENT
THAN VALIUM.

8. To kiss everyday allows to avoid the
dentist. Kisses aid saliva in cleaning
teeths and lower the quantity of acids
causing enamel weakening.

9. Sex relieves headaches. Each time we
make love, it releases the tension in
brain veins.

10. To make love a lot can heal a nasal
congestion. Sex is a natural
antihistaminic. It helps fight asthma
and spring allergies.

Sunny Tuesday

Despite the fact that its rainy here … i am inspired to go outside and try to clean the house… well i am crossing my fingers that i would be able to pass on the job i applied with.. though i don't really know much about it but surely i will get information later what i am into with….

Finding my own

i felt so loss when i was reshuffled again. and now i heard some comments from my co employee so concern about me asking me…. what did i do that they are not seem to be happy with me. Honestly i don't know.. all i know is that what i am trying to do is do my job as prescribed but it seem that they think that i couldn't function well nor  can't work… the funniest thing was that i was almost 6 months on that job and now i am condemn on something that i don't know. As if i am a hot gossip fresh from the oven. oh I can't sell … really? that's hilarious… 

I don't understand why people tend to do gossip than work.. mga sipsip.. la man lang ninyo naisip na may masaktan kayo! why don't you just confront the person involve hay naku what a trait do we have here…. but you can't because u got nothing to say to me that is true… aren't i?… just mapanirang chismis. I am trying to be polite to anyone.. i hate to fight but this is how i felt right now… disappointed

nonsense

i couldnt seem to hide my dismay at work that i cant just stand up and wait what would happen next…

Yesterday is the most idiotic stuff i ever done. i didn't even know that i have asked it from our boss… the paper bag i requested for is owned by our boss!… stupidity that i didn't asked whose the owner of it nor lighten up by anyone else who owns it but instead asked for it if so i can used it….. yay! anyone would wonder why it is stupid certainly one thing i could say is that… we are not close.. hmmmn

Chocolatey Tuesday

I couldn't help but have a taste of macademia  chocolate lol, its sweet and delicious , i love the taste.. one thing i love to eat is chocolate…its creamy and melts in my mouth with delight..

at least having a bad day would be wipe away enjoying eating chocolates lol… just wanted to have a great time of my life lol and forget all the bad things that happen to my yesterday and accept the fact that i have no option but to go on with life and move on …

The day i cant forget!!

I could help but feel bad today… i just have my ID laminated today and even wore it today for me to work at that establishment and even get a health card for me to qualify there,  unfortunately got a news that i am reshuffled and rescheduled …transfered to that other shop!

I know that i am merely an employee and i have my boss to decide where i am to be assigned but uncertainty crosses to my soul.. i couldn't help it… i felt that they don't value me as a person and my loyalty to that company is not a concern… 

And now i am in the state wherein I should look for new horizons and i think that is the best thing that i could do and practice my profession. I believe that God is good..  i know there are reasons why i am going through this… i hate it but i have to live with it and open up my mind and try to catch all the good things that i ever had for me to go on…